11:11 Lyrics

Just turned 11:11 and

I'm writing this song

This ones for you baby but

Please don't get this wrong

I haven't been alone, yeah

But I kinda feel alone, yeah

Shouldn't feel alone, yeah

I shouldn't feel alone, yeah

When I call you and

You ain't answer the phone

Why you don't wanna talk

I'm sick of feeling alone

I know you prolly

Had a really really long day

But I just got off work

And we haven't talked all day

All I gotta hope

Is that you ain't with someone else

All I gotta hope

Is that you ain't fuckin with someone else

Cause I don't wanna lose you

To this someone you calling a friend

I don't wanna lose you

And never see you again

I be praying to God

That you just fell asleep

But imma be thinking all night

Ain't no way I'm getting any sleep

So lately I've turned to the drugs

Hoping they would help me get some sleep

Yeah they have, but

I think I'm digging this grave way too deep

Been coughing up a storm

I'm kinda glad no one has questioned

No I ain't sick, but

I think I need some help

Think I need to quit already

But I just don't know how

So imma just buy more and more

And smoke my pain away

But the worse it's gonna get

So baby just pray for me

I know you ain't the cheating type

But it's all just catching up to me

Hoping you don't run away

And just start ghosting me

Hope you don't run away

Cause I got close to your family

Feel like writing a letter to you

To help you understand how I feel

I know you gonna read it

But I don't know if you will take it well

Cause it sounds stupid of me

To worry about some guy friend

But I'm scared of him taking you

And losing my best friend

The way you drop what you doing

Just to fucking talk to him

It kinda pisses me off

But I ain't tryna be a toxic boyfriend

I want you to have them

Friendships and all that shit

But when you with me

Then you with me and that's that

Roses are red and love is hard

Violets are blue and so am I

This love shit is killing me

I just wanna die

I isn't your fault girl

It's kinda just all mine

My heart is so broken

That I overthink everything

So you could truly be friends

But I act like I ain't hear anything

It's now 11:42 and I

Don't know what to do

11:43 now, what's in it for me now

Running out of shit to say

11:44 baby please don't run to the door

11:45 I want you to be all mine