never got better Lyrics

Please

Don't ask me

How I've been doing

'Cause I don't wanna lie to you

I've felt like me

The last few weeks

But if i start talking

I'll think about the shit I've been through

Then I'll be knee deep in those

Feelings i've been

trying so hard to escape

But oh god, now it's too late

Suddenly I'm right back in it

Shaking and scared to death

I feel it

Pounding up in my chest

One second

Step back, and i just can't

hold it together

I'm back re-living

Trying to catch my breath

I miss it

End up back in my head

My prison, hope i'm not on the edge

Like this forever

Cuz every time that i remember,

It's like I never got better at all

At square one, and it takes months

Until I feel normal

And one day if i scroll back too far,

The photos put me in those

Feelings i've been trying so hard to escape,

But oh god, now it's too late

And suddenly I'm right back in it

Shaking and scared to death

I feel it

Pounding up in my chest

One second

Step back, and i just can't

Hold it together

I'm back re-living

Trying to catch my breath

I miss it

End up back in my head

My prison, hope i'm not on the edge

Like this forever

Cuz every time that i remember,

It's like i never got better at all

AHHHHHHHHH

10 steps backwards without a warning

Push it down till i can't ignore it

Crying on the floor

I've been here before

Suddenly I'm right back in it

Shaking and scared to death

I feel it

Pounding up in my chest

One second

Step back, and i just can't

Hold it together

I'm back re-living

Trying to catch my breath

I miss it

End up back in my head

My prison, hope i'm not on the edge

Like this forever

Tryna keep on getting better

Moving forward even if I might fall

But every time that i remember

It's like i never got better at all