getting older Lyrics

I'm jealous of the kid I used to be

Who's never had a panic attack or heard of anxiety

& Thought getting good grades was everything

I'm living in the same old world but now I see it so differently

I used to think by now

I'd have it figured out but

I've learned as I get older

The world only gets colder

My heart breaks in brand new places

Every single time &

I'm getting sick & tired

Of being sick & tired

Watching as the years go floating by

Is this what getting older is like

Last month I broke down in the grocery store

I had just checked out, then I sat down right there on the floor

I'm not even sure what I was crying for

All I know is I never used to cry like that before

Waiting for the day

This'll go away but

I've learned as I get older

The world only gets colder

My heart breaks in brand new places

Every single time &

I'm getting sick & tired