you'd never know Lyrics

You'd never know

I was fighting for my life 8 months ago

I shut the door and covered the windows

Cuz the sunlight hurt my eyes

I couldn't even go outside for so so long

And you couldn't tell

But the inside of my head was a living hell

I tried my best explaining how it felt

But nobody ever understood

Doctor said that everything looks good

So I blamed myself

I don't think I've ever been so lonely

Didn't know if I would make it out

The dead of the winter of my life

In the middle of the summertime

And it still haunts me now

But you'd never know

That it took me months to step outside alone

Cuz my body still gets tense when I walk home

Past the spot where it all went dark

It's like a movie flashing back in parts

That cuts deep and slow

Everyone said

You look fine from the outside

But in my mind, I was upside down and screaming

What the hell is wrong with me

Tryna make it make sense

Makin my head spin

Now I pray to forget

Cuz I'm still here screamin

What the hell is wrong with me

But you'd never know

Oh, you'd never know, no no