Eyes dry, can't speak, can't listen up

My face, your kiss, I'll loosen up

My dreams, not real, you're in my arms

Same shit, my loss, it's my luck

I swear, there's a piece of myself that I left

Somewhere, I don't know where I went, I guess

Give it time, could you help me find what I lost

It's gone, but I guess you're still right in my arms

I get this feeling that I lost you again

It's like that, guess I'll hide in my room and play dead

Now I'm screaming at my phone, I wish I could play it back

If things were different, I would run away before I get attached

I get this feeling that I wasn't enough

Know I'm right, you're just playing with my head, now I'm stuck

Took a hit like a mallet, I was never good enough

Now you're gone, we don't talk and now I'm fading into dust

I don't wanna speak again

Say the shit I never meant

I just wanna play pretend

I wish this could never end

I don't wanna pressure you

I can't even look at you

All this shit we'll never do

I'll just leave it all in the past

Sending you a letter, I admit it, I'm pathetic now

I'm a broken record on repeat and I regret it now

Standing all alone, am I supposed to never talk to you

Screaming at my phone, it's almost dead, but I keep calling you

All the shit we did, I flew it off into the clouds now

You're still in my head, I just don't know what to talk about

I apologize, that's just what this fucking song's for

Pulling out my hair, but I know I shouldn't talk more

Long hair cover up my eyes now

Letting myself hurt again like every other time now

I can't close my eyes because of you, and I don't know how

Could you ever see me as a friend, no I can't tell