My Happy Place Is Gone Lyrics

I think i lost my happy place

My fantasies start to strangle me

And I'm doing the best I can

But solitude's not the reality

I didn't wanna hurt myself, but I hurt myself

I didn't wanna hurt myself, but I hurt myself

The blood in my nose just keeps pouring out

(Let it all fall down)

Medicine stuffs my nose 'til it chokes me out

(I let it all fall down)

(One, two, three, four!)

Look at myself, I made a mistake

Twenty three years to kill this part of me

And I'll just surrender

Too much commotion

Fall off the mountain

Stare at the mirror

Play into illusion

Nothing's forever

I hate my body

It's killing my conscious

I think I lost my happy place

I lost all of my harmony

So, I'll hide inside the sediment again

And I'll just amount to nothing

Poison!

I can't get out!

I can't get out!

No escape!

Make it stop!

Someone make it stop!