Losin'

I ain't ever been so scared to fail

Never tried so hard to succeed

It's like every time that I get ahead they don't want to see me doing me

But I keep pushing, and keep fighting, and give my everything to keep going

I swear to God I try to keep my cool and keep everything in one motion

It's crazy I've been going this long and done nothing but keep my head up

Swear this shit can get real hard and I feel everything just start to let up

I call to God, it's like he's not there

Grew up learning life's not fair

But at least you woke up this morning

At least your loved ones are still here

Growing up wasn't always the best