Losin' Lyrics

I ain't ever been so scared to fail

Never tried so hard to succeed

It's like every time that I get ahead they don't want to see me doing me

But I keep pushing, and keep fighting, and give my everything to keep going

I swear to God I try to keep my cool and keep everything in one motion

It's crazy I've been going this long and done nothing but keep my head up

Swear this shit can get real hard and I feel everything just start to let up

I call to God, it's like he's not there

Grew up learning life's not fair

But at least you woke up this morning

At least your loved ones are still here

Growing up wasn't always the best

But man wasn't we blessed

I really thought that this my time

But the world thinks that I deserve less

So, I say fuck that and keep moving

They all want to see me losing

So, I stay chasing them dubs

Cause I feel like I got to prove it

And my momma always been by my side

She the only one to really do it

My pops seen me at my lowest

So, he doesn't want to see me lose it

But I always act like it's all fine

So, they don't think I go through it

My own niggas done switched up

So, they the reason I do it

Don't get me wrong I love the hate

Love the doubt, that shit feels great

But I wouldn't be mad at some love too

To all my haters I love you

Pray for y'all, it's just what I do

I hope that none of y'all got to lose

Cause I've be there

And that shits really hard to go through

But what's new

I be losing

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Woah

I be lose

I be losing

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Woah

I be lose

I be losing

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Yuh

I be lose

I be losing

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Yeah

I be of loo

Haha

I remember I told my grandma I didn't think I was going to be shit

She told me keep my head up and one day I was going to be it

Remember I weighed just 105 because we could only eat once a day

Then a nigga started getting bread

So, me and my pockets started gaining weight

I'm just trying to get to a better rate

Grinding for that better state

Rest In Peace to all my partners

Cause I know that they all in a better place

I've been riding solo Dolo for so long that it's a lifestyle

I knew this shit was fucked up when my cousin pulled that pipe out

Remember all them nights I couldn't even walk up into my house

I was locked out

Banging on them doors but all the lights out

I ain't been feeling how I used to, nigga that's okay

Cause I'm finally getting blessings from when I prayed for better days

But I be losing

Aye

Woah

I be lose

I be losing

Aye

Woah

I be lose

I be losing

Aye

Woah

I be lose

I be losing

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