Emotions Are Not Toys

Recently I've been feeling my life is going through hell

And everybody that helped me is leaving as you could tell

They think I'm crazy, violent and maybe somewhat abusive

But all the stuff that's going through my head I can't deal with it

You know the saying "what comes around goes around"

But when it comes to me, I can't just leave it in a drought

Thinking everything I do is just gonna past

But now I'm thinking how long is my life gonna last

Getting into a relationship after you just came outta one

And becoming gay like you can just think of "sum"

Crying unnecessarily like you have some type of issue

And going back to your past like the devil sent you