Pedestal

It's been three years and counting

And it kills me that I'll never understand

Why I put you above everyone else

You held so much power

And it kills me that you never had to try

My attention, my contentment, was wrapped around your finger tips

It's so hard to erase those years when I wished I would disappear

Now that I've left you I can see the corruption you forced onto me

I put you so high on my pedestal

But you burned that shit down