Mind/Time Wasted

I ain't celebrate till I go on contemplate

If the way in living is only here to go and composite

I got all these people talking to me tryna conversate

Tryna take away my power like they gonna try to confiscate

Inside I keep in my state of mind I can rise

Above all the other people tryna hold onto my binds tryna keep me trapped inside

But I find it don't work if inside my heart I gone keep on trying

Take one step then you look at me

Putting on a smile just to look happy

All these little hating be botching my name, botching my fame

They be watching my fade, watching my trade

But I ain't fade away, I save my plate, find a way to say