Mind/Time Wasted Lyrics

I ain't celebrate till I go on contemplate

If the way in living is only here to go and composite

I got all these people talking to me tryna conversate

Tryna take away my power like they gonna try to confiscate

Inside I keep in my state of mind I can rise

Above all the other people tryna hold onto my binds tryna keep me trapped inside

But I find it don't work if inside my heart I gone keep on trying

Take one step then you look at me

Putting on a smile just to look happy

All these little hating be botching my name, botching my fame

They be watching my fade, watching my trade

But I ain't fade away, I save my plate, find a way to say

I keep them sharp like a razor blade

I changed the game, I change the ways, I pave the way

I'm never going down think it's safe to say

I keep it going like a rutter, but you know I never stutter

I keep on mutter and mutter the word

Got my boys right out the gutter, you ain't gonna be my brother

All these fake friends its a clutter how absurd

I keep it fly like a bird, you're forgetting the words

I'm a doctor cause you know this disease has been cured

Cause its infecting everybody because their brains have turned to zombies

And it's making their speech becoming slurred

These people they losing their mind

They used to be wasting their time

In a box, I am confined

But I broke out of my binds

These people they losing their mind

They used to be wasting their time

In a box, I am confined

But I broke out of my binds

I was a prisoner but I broke out and I am no longer trapped

You better rest now cause I think I have snapped

I gonna put my name right on the map

Wait till this rap game collapse

It gone collapse but its a relapse, going straight to the max

It never be stopping never stopped in its tracks

But your hit with the facts, going up this and that

It going up so much it be higher than tax

This rap game is the last thing I have left

And this torture keep my heart beating my chest

I ain't living just to be writing some checks

I ain't stopping cause I'm gone tryna be next

And I spit on a track, while you give up and you gone quit that is that

Cause it's harder than what you expected

Your ego projected the negative that you never projected

Cause you know when revenge is enacted planed out

It's protracted to make sure you know these feelings are acted

Regretting your decision and those feelings are retracted

But you can't take them back cause those words already impacted

And they got their own feeling that they are feeling attacked with

And you try to go and fix it but it's already been ejected

You try to go mend but you feeling rejected

You gone keep on trying until you distracted

This is might be the life that I'm living but it's a tactic

Oo I wanna be famous

Oo I wanna be known

But that motivation is not how you make it think like that you gotta go

Cause I don't do this for fame and attention

I do this to hop on a track and go venting

I do this cause I enjoy making creating so soon one day

I'll be cemented in this world of pain that gone be scented

These people they losing their mind

They used to be wasting their time

In a box, I am confined

But I broke out of my binds

These people they losing their mind

They used to be wasting their time

In a box, I am confined

But I broke out of my binds

The chains cannot hold me

The game has not sold me

The words in my head they can't stop me from knowing

But I'll keep on trying my ego ain't dying I'm just going up

Cause you know soon I'll be flying, it will be worth it I hope I ain't lying

The last thing I have left it's a long way its silent

I got a bad feeling about it

I got a bad feeling about it