Did I Really Move On?

I got this weight on my shoulders, can't wait 'til it's over

Cause I don't have much time 'til I lose my composure

I'm a mess with regrets, thinking 'bout the words you said

There's no way we can go back and that should put me to rest, but

Losing you got me pushing girls away, and

Coming through, but I know you'll never stay, and

I could pray, think that maybe this will change

Then I go another day, after day, all the same shit

I wrote a letter but I couldn't ever send it, no

Thought I was better, now I see we had to let it go

I lost myself, either way I wish you well

Maybe I could be better, I guess that only time will tell