Did I Really Move On? Lyrics

I got this weight on my shoulders, can't wait 'til it's over

Cause I don't have much time 'til I lose my composure

I'm a mess with regrets, thinking 'bout the words you said

There's no way we can go back and that should put me to rest, but

Losing you got me pushing girls away, and

Coming through, but I know you'll never stay, and

I could pray, think that maybe this will change

Then I go another day, after day, all the same shit

I wrote a letter but I couldn't ever send it, no

Thought I was better, now I see we had to let it go

I lost myself, either way I wish you well

Maybe I could be better, I guess that only time will tell

Seems like I've been changing, don't know how to take it

Lately I've been pacing, maybe could've saved it

Maybe if I get my shit together I could know

Who I am, who I'm not, instead I don't know where to go

Lost, looking for my way

Looking for somebody who will give me time of day

Used to be the one, now I'm standin' in my grave

Did this to myself, losin' passion for the pain

You told me that I can't forget who I am, so

If I told you where I was, would you go, no

I'm not the one who remembers where I'm from

Wouldn't recognize me anymore, I'm always on the run

Every day I wake up I'm ashamed of what's inside

Let myself become someone who fell in face of pride

Underneath the surface, holding on to burdens

My soul is under strain, won't be dancing when I die