Ashes

Yeah

I hate the fact that I don't know who I am

Cause when I'm looking in the mirror, I don't know that man

Or maybe it's a boy, honestly, I wouldn't know

Cause nobody's ever shown me what it means to be grown

So I'm sitting here, tryna put together my puzzle

But I don't got a reference for it, so I'm having some trouble

How am I supposed to know how to connect all of the pieces

When all they ever tell me to do is just talk to Jesus?

Should I start at the center or piece together the edge?

Should I separate the colors, all the greens and the reds?

I'm sorry, but this life thing has got me confused