Hard For Me

It's so hard for me, it's so hard me

To avoid peeping you in other women I see

A strange addiction but without the cameras, lights and the streams

A real world epidemic when you're not loving thee

But I digress far away from the mess

I tried to focus on myself, but every thought would contest

I don't know what the hell is going on, I tried to repress

But every situationship would simply flood me with stress

(Damn)

God damnit, god damnit

Battling with expectations and meeting your standards