Hard For Me Lyrics

It's so hard for me, it's so hard me

To avoid peeping you in other women I see

A strange addiction but without the cameras, lights and the streams

A real world epidemic when you're not loving thee

But I digress far away from the mess

I tried to focus on myself, but every thought would contest

I don't know what the hell is going on, I tried to repress

But every situationship would simply flood me with stress

(Damn)

God damnit, god damnit

Battling with expectations and meeting your standards

Are you reaching your goals when you're alone?

If I got involved with you, would that threaten our roles?

Within this life, treat everyday like a vice

Your love escape my sight and simply tend to leave me to fright

Are we right? Are we wrong?

Should I leave it in a song, and just leave you alone?

Or should I keep going?

It's so hard for me, it's so hard for me

Keeping up with you is so hard for me

Running all around to be where you be

Anytime you come around, you so hard see

It's so hard for me, it's so hard for me

Keeping up with you is so hard for me

Running all around to be where you be

Anytime you come around, you so hard see

It's so hard for me

When I reminisce on all of the messes we went through

And I think about the times and the kisses we once blew

I be getting in my feelings, the person I once knew

Is no longer by my side, is no longer part of the crew

I been feeling oh so bad whenever I seen ya (true)

It would always make me mad whenever I dreamed of

Times of you and I together, I was a believer

Withstanding all this weather with the calmest demeanor

It's so hard for me, it's so hard me

To look into the mirror at this odyssey

I can't recognize myself, you are a part of me

Even when I go to sleep, you are the star of my dreams

Now that shit is all over baby, peace begone

And so long to this connection that took so long to come on

If I can't have you, I don't wanna see you no more

'Less you looking for a good time, knockin' a couple headboards

It's so hard for me, it's so hard for me

Keeping up with you is so hard for me

Running all around to be where you be

Anytime you come around, you so hard see

It's so hard for me, it's so hard for me

Keeping up with you is so hard for me

Running all around to be where you be

Anytime you come around, you so hard see

It's so hard for me

It's so hard, so hard

It's so hard, it's so difficult to be in love with you

To be in love with you, hey hey hey

It's so hard, it's so difficult

I wish it wasn't true, I wish it wasn't true

Hey hey hey