I Have An Issue (Note To Myself)

I've gotten to a point in my life where

The things I've held on to have caused too much trouble

I have an issue and this issue can't fix itself

I don't think I've took the time to fully understand what this issue is

So I decided to sit here and play some notes and just let it out

I need to help myself understand what I'm going through and what I'm going to do about it

You see this issue most people would be fine with

Most people would say that's not an issue at all that's a blessing

But I've learned that over the years I used to think that it was normal

That I was normal and everybody else who had these feelings was just weird

And they didn't know how to cope with life

But I was wrong I was so wrong