where you are ft. YungDreamz

I've always had a troubled youth since my past

I ain't nothing to look at, at first glance

Taking chances I roll up and I spark tryna take away the pain my anxiety departs at each drag that I take

Now it's getting to my heart

Closed casket the way that moving if I don't stop but I start

Keep going till I feel myself embark on a new wave

Who's to blame for all the drug taking, meds in my system I'm tryna see a new day

But that won't happen if I continue to use them

Abuse them is what I've been doing to try and lose all these thoughts in my head

Go to sleep wake up dead

Now I'm trying to repent, but I can't, use again

It's a never ending cycle, I'm tryna break free from this high I'm a mess