where you are ft. YungDreamz Lyrics

I've always had a troubled youth since my past

I ain't nothing to look at, at first glance

Taking chances I roll up and I spark tryna take away the pain my anxiety departs at each drag that I take

Now it's getting to my heart

Closed casket the way that moving if I don't stop but I start

Keep going till I feel myself embark on a new wave

Who's to blame for all the drug taking, meds in my system I'm tryna see a new day

But that won't happen if I continue to use them

Abuse them is what I've been doing to try and lose all these thoughts in my head

Go to sleep wake up dead

Now I'm trying to repent, but I can't, use again

It's a never ending cycle, I'm tryna break free from this high I'm a mess

Know it's life or death but I can't cope nonetheless

I'm a fiend I confess

I destress with the pain pills I'm bleeding to death

I feel myself crawling back to you

I feel myself

Crawling back to you

I feel myself falling where you are

I feel myself falling and it's hard for me

Really trying to find a way

Find a way, yeah

I got really high today, I'll hibernate

I look really fly today, they like me yeah?

My affection for these pills grows stronger that's each day that I breathe

I won't be here much longer but I'll be at my peace

Won't even see my son blossom to a flower from seed, I need more time

But my time isn't garunteed

I try to stay perced up with these percs that I need

But instead I feel depressed, imma fight to be free

Cos I been locked up for time now that jail of disease it's clinging onto my heart grabbing tight and it squeezed

I feel my heartbeat slowly start to drop, can't believe I'm thinking back on old times when shit used to sweet and now I'm

Lost in the moment it's been that way for years

Don't cry over me imma lost cause shed no tears

Have no fear, imma be at peace heavens only near

I'll be gone but I'll never disappear

Now these drugs don't help with your mental state, please have a think first before you designate your problems to a substance

I'm only tryna educate

I feel myself crawling back to you

I feel myself