Ottawa

Lately I've been down, but I still keep it pushin forward

You know now how I carry all this weight on me

I've been up every night tryna make all of my dreams come true

'Cause I told myself if I did it'd fix me

But then you came round, and you took away the gravity

Now I'm up every night tryna figure out my dreams of you

But I'm filled with doubt, it's not what you wanna hear

Will I drag you down, wrestling with all my fears

'Cause to take it out on myself and all my peers

I don't have an excuse

But I was played out, didn't know if I could bear it