Ottawa Lyrics

Lately I've been down, but I still keep it pushin forward

You know now how I carry all this weight on me

I've been up every night tryna make all of my dreams come true

'Cause I told myself if I did it'd fix me

But then you came round, and you took away the gravity

Now I'm up every night tryna figure out my dreams of you

But I'm filled with doubt, it's not what you wanna hear

Will I drag you down, wrestling with all my fears

'Cause to take it out on myself and all my peers

I don't have an excuse

But I was played out, didn't know if I could bear it

Way down, every bone inside was feeling

Worn out, didn't really know what I should do

Until you

I'll go all the way to Ottawa

Chasing stars until I hit the wall

Watch me fall until I hit the ground

Running, for you

I'll go all the way to Ottawa

Chasing stars until I hit the wall

Watch me fall until I hit the ground

Running, for you

I had a couple rough years 'cause of drinking and violence

Lost all my friends and I can't even call them

Wish I could take back the awful things that I said

Filled all the space with these ideas in my head

It was raining down and I know what I said

Let me drown, I'm not worth the upset

You said how, I'm not giving up yet

Save your doubts and work on yourself

But I was played out, didn't know if I could bear it

Way down, every bone inside was feeling

Worn out, didn't really know what I should do

Until you

I'll go all the way to Ottawa

Chasing stars until I hit the wall

Watch me fall until I hit the ground

Running, for you

I'll go all the way to Ottawa

Chasing stars until I hit the wall

Watch me fall until I hit the ground

Running, for you

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