memory laps

Wasting my words anytime that I speak

Choking me up like the rope on my neck

She tryna lift me up off of my feet

Stringing me up like a marionette

Kicking away from the therapy chair better beware of what goes in your head

I'd rather cry to the no one whose there over and over and over again

I say I'm fine but I'm overdependent

Don't know how grow from the souls I collect

I was overencumbered with burdens and dread

Had to let it all go let it flow from my head

She said I gotta remember what started this