memory laps Lyrics

Wasting my words anytime that I speak

Choking me up like the rope on my neck

She tryna lift me up off of my feet

Stringing me up like a marionette

Kicking away from the therapy chair better beware of what goes in your head

I'd rather cry to the no one whose there over and over and over again

I say I'm fine but I'm overdependent

Don't know how grow from the souls I collect

I was overencumbered with burdens and dread

Had to let it all go let it flow from my head

She said I gotta remember what started this

Images I couldn't render her yet

I try to fix it with what's in my cartridges

I couldn't draw in my blanks with a pen

And ya looked so sad when ya wrote that everybody's so mad

Focused in school you was in yo room dabbin'

Graded success isnt worth your reaction

Tested an F out of all of your classes

Left with regret but at least that shit passes

Spent the day stoned your emotions die-casted

Act like a man don't you be this dramatic GO

Nowadays all that I see on my screen

Fighting to rule over rubble and ashes

Poisonous plastic that's flooded the sea

Wonder if that's what their money's attractin'

Can't feel a thing from my brain to my feet

Am I too numb am I really just geekin?

Fork in your tongue like you eatin deceit and

Work that I done just to please you agregious

Swerve in the focus I keep my composure

Ran me off the road I pull off on the shoulder

Might avoid the crash but wreck me when it's over

Left it in the past especially when we supposed to catch up

Speak from the heart when I'm yapping to them

Not letting words get all fractured and minced

Thinking of days that you ran in my head

Doing memory laps that I'll never forget