Dear My Old Friend

To whom it may concern. An old buddy, or a pal

It's been a while since I recognized that you were even there

Now wait, that came out wrong. Now what I meant was that I have changed so much that

My old self feels much more like a distant memory. Do you get me?

You might be ahead of me, maybe might have some of the answers

You see, I've been looking for some explanations. Some quotations and confirmations

You see, there's a couple of things that aren't quite fully clear

I hope to pinpoint them all out so you can help me out here. Lend me your ear

Now off the bat, first on the agenda, why do I remember so much?

Why do simple conversations become talking points for later?

Why do I remember the slightest details, like a complete mental record of