Cain or Able

Am I Cain or Able, is my offering enough

There's a war in my brain and I tell it to hush

Am I doing what's right, should I have done better

These voices are shouting, they can't seem to let up

There's a table I sit in my childhood dreams

Hold on, wait just a minute it's not as good as it seems

See there's always food and something to drink

But a monster lives behind it and I shudder to think

Of what it would do if it was here now

A black bear or something mixed up with a cow