Cain or Able Lyrics

Am I Cain or Able, is my offering enough

There's a war in my brain and I tell it to hush

Am I doing what's right, should I have done better

These voices are shouting, they can't seem to let up

There's a table I sit in my childhood dreams

Hold on, wait just a minute it's not as good as it seems

See there's always food and something to drink

But a monster lives behind it and I shudder to think

Of what it would do if it was here now

A black bear or something mixed up with a cow

The monster would whisper and gnaw at my mind

Some sort of elixir some truth mixed with lies

And the tears would start to roll off my face

Of screaming and shouting "Get me out of this place"

But the monster would just drink them and then ask for more

It stared at me as it growled through that back glass door

And then I'd wake up and it would all be over

But with Bite marks on my neck like the gifts of a lover

Like a fever dream or spell, that I would barely remember

And who could I tell cause we're not in this together

Together together, just hold it together

The monster cant bite if we just hold it together

We won't lose our mind if we just hold it together

We can still win the fight if we just hold it together

The monster is gone, we held it together

Forget all the hell we went through to get here

The pain and the jail we went through to get here

Did I sell myself just so that I could get here

Forgive me I think I got a little bit lost there

I zoned out just a bit yeah I think that's what we'll call it

See this weeks been long and I'm feeling quite rough

So forgive me if I ever get a little bit stuck

So here's my main problem, I don't know what I'm thinking

It all seems so mixed up and I don't know what I'm drinking

Am I Cain or Able is my offering enough

There's a war in my head and I tell it to hush