Hurting me

I used to think that you would changed So now I'm feeling so strange

I'm not waiting anymore My heart's in all kinds of pain

So tired of playing all these games The feeling I'm going insane

I deserve more than this And you keep on numbing me, novocaine

So now I'm done waiting here for you My heart been cold for too long, I'm turning blue

I seen the fact on my loyalty bulletproof That's why you left, it won't benefit him for you

I can feel it in my heart, that pain run deep It's just like a sword that keep cutting every time I sleep

I try to hide it, but it keep coming back These memories, they haunting me and they don't ever slack

It's the weight I carry every day No matter how hard I try, it won't go away

I try to numb it with these drugs and alcohol But it only make things worse, I hit the wall