Hurting me Lyrics

I used to think that you would changed So now I'm feeling so strange

I'm not waiting anymore My heart's in all kinds of pain

So tired of playing all these games The feeling I'm going insane

I deserve more than this And you keep on numbing me, novocaine

So now I'm done waiting here for you My heart been cold for too long, I'm turning blue

I seen the fact on my loyalty bulletproof That's why you left, it won't benefit him for you

I can feel it in my heart, that pain run deep It's just like a sword that keep cutting every time I sleep

I try to hide it, but it keep coming back These memories, they haunting me and they don't ever slack

It's the weight I carry every day No matter how hard I try, it won't go away

I try to numb it with these drugs and alcohol But it only make things worse, I hit the wall

You doing voodoo, it's something I'm new to You keep on trolling me, dawg, but every day I'm getting used to

I don't wanna lose you, I see that the feelings ain't neutral I thought we had a good thing going

You can't handle all the love I'm showing But I can't let you go without knowing

It's so hard to say goodbye to somebody you love But two people just ain't enough

I don't wanna hold you back like handcuffs So why let you fly away just like a dove

It's tough seeing you with somebody new But you gotta do what you gotta go do

Used to think that you were changed So now I'm feeling so strange

I'm not waiting anymore, my heart's in all kinds of pain So tired of playing all these games

I'm feeling I'm going insane I deserve more than this

And you keep on numbing me, no, I can't Now I'm done waiting here for you

My heart been cold for too long, I'm turning blue I seen the facts, but my loyalty bulletproof

That's why you left, it won't benefit him for you

I can feel it in my heart, that pain run deep It's just like a sword, they keep cutting every time I sleep

I try to hide it, but it keep coming back These memories, they haunting me, and they will never sleep