Life Of Drugs

Oh I have honed all the dark No control from the start

I'm no longer home, I have depart This is what you call an ugly start

If I feel like giving up, I'll throw these pills up in the dark

I have forgot that I'm the only one that hasn't really stopped

But if I really give them up, why does it feel like giving up

I had to fight with all my demons, they were covered up in blood

This life's filled with drugs Endless amounts of buds

It's without a doubt, I've called the plug There is no way out, it's full of drugs

I feel the pain Nothing but history was made

My PTSD has caused my brain Call emergency, I'm on the way