Pills

Another sleepless attempt to be insomniac

I'm a trapped, miserable drug fiend with a mean manic that attacks

Seconds away from feeling cardiac

I seem to desecrate my heart with my feelings 'til it was out of wack

Started with ziprasidone, like I'll just try a dose of that

Hours later, I end up snapping like an maniac

Embarrassing my life, knowing that it's already full of crap

Looking to overdose, but instead, I write depressing raps

It's like I need a break from life in order to relax

But ziprasidone is killing me with side effects

Head twitching like I just snapped on my damn self

Too independent and cocky to understand help