My Apologies

Please accept my apologies, For all that i've done

That's all i think about when i lay beneath the sun

And i can't stop thinking about what would have been

If i wasn't raised the way i was would i still have my thick skin

Would i quit smoking if i found my lighters

Or would i just be one of those fallen fighters

Please accept my apologies, For all that i've done

That's all i think about when i think about having a son

I just hope he doesnt turn out like me

Because i know how i can be

I know that i'm just a cruel person