My Apologies Lyrics

Please accept my apologies, For all that i've done

That's all i think about when i lay beneath the sun

And i can't stop thinking about what would have been

If i wasn't raised the way i was would i still have my thick skin

Would i quit smoking if i found my lighters

Or would i just be one of those fallen fighters

Please accept my apologies, For all that i've done

That's all i think about when i think about having a son

I just hope he doesnt turn out like me

Because i know how i can be

I know that i'm just a cruel person

And i don't want that to be bestowed on my mini version

I used to have depression and anger issues

All i think about is all those used tissues

But that's the past

And i'm the person my wife asked

So why should i worry about what would have been

Either way i'd still be full of all my sin

Now i'm older and im struggling

Now i know why lifes so troubling

Im older and i have a lot of pain

So i will say once again

Please accept my apologies, For all that i've done

To both of my parents for being a troubled son

i can't stop thinking about what would have been

If i wasn't raised the way i was would i still have my thick skin

Would i quit smoking if i found my lighters

Or would i just be one of those fallen fighters

Please accept my apologies, For all that i've done

That's all i think about when i lay beneath the sun

Why should i worry about what would have been

Either way i'd still be full of all my sin

I know i wont be able to escape from it

So i at least need to learn from it

That's what happens when you grow up

You learn that it's not easy to give up

I've tried and tried and tried and tried

But all i did was cry and cry and cry

Please accept my apologies, For all that i've done

That's all i think about when i lay beneath the sun