anymore (demo)

How I've desperately tried to be best friends with my own mother

Though she said that she don't want us in their town

Met a guy online he liked me I thought we could love each other

But everytime he came too close I'd drown

And I thought I could reach anything

I worked hard but it all seemed so desperate to me

I was told that when I'm older I would learn to love my body

But with every other year I know I won't

My friends find themselves in children, in their families and lovers

Do they know that I don't see myself at all