Trust Issues

Hard to trust somebody when you've been left in the dust

Hard to give my feelings when I'm feeling like I'm crushed

Her heart was made of metal and one day it's going to rust

She left me turning sideways now I struggle to adjust

Always calling it a home but I don't really know

Home was just a place that neither one of us would go

I say I stayed away because I'd rather be alone

Anything but deal with all the problems so they grow

It's something that I always do and barely even notice

Why the fuck is it so easy to give up and lose my focus