Oizys

I know this feeling's only temporary

But it feels like everything's been this way forever

Acting exactly how I was a couple years ago

And justifying shitty behavior

I sell myself short out of fear of unknown territory

And that is nothing short of shameful

And I've been pinching myself in the arm

Way passed the point of where it's beginning to be painful

I'm not eating well or sleeping

I'm too busy overthinking

And the worst part is no one is speaking of it