Oizys Lyrics

I know this feeling's only temporary

But it feels like everything's been this way forever

Acting exactly how I was a couple years ago

And justifying shitty behavior

I sell myself short out of fear of unknown territory

And that is nothing short of shameful

And I've been pinching myself in the arm

Way passed the point of where it's beginning to be painful

I'm not eating well or sleeping

I'm too busy overthinking

And the worst part is no one is speaking of it

I can't fathom what I'm hearing

My conscience is disappearing

And the whole world is afraid of speaking of it

Whenever I get close to anybody

They just run away and say it wasn't my fault

For once I'd love a little honesty

Cause' honestly it's better when it's right from the start

And I get in my head and contemplate scenarios

That haven't even actually happened

And when I drink too much my capability

For implementing any changes is absent

I'm not eating well or sleeping

I'm too busy overthinking

And the worst part is no one is speaking of it

I can't fathom what I'm hearing

My conscience is disappearing

And the whole world is afraid of speaking of it

I'm not eating well or sleeping

I'm too busy overthinking

And the worst part is no one is speaking of it

I can't fathom what I'm hearing

My conscience is disappearing

And the whole world is afraid of speaking of it

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