Heaven or Hell

What if god is real and I'm living a lie

If I make it to the gates but instead they send me down

If break in through the gates and I see my family cry

I've caused some people pain and I've lived inside my pride

Been so focused on the game been so focused on the grind

That I haven't stopped to think what happens when I die

Time is running out, the clock is ticking loud

The clock is ticking now

If god is looking at me now would he be looking proud?

What if god is real and I'm going to hell?

Am I going to hell?

God?