why's it so hard to say goodbye? Lyrics

Every single day i'm fuckin' sleep deprived

Craving new ways to just stay alive

I don't have the courage to just survive

It's like my head going into overdrive

What do you think of me?

Why can't you set me free?

I promise that i'm not aggressive

Everything I do is so repulsive

These drugs that are bound to me

Why can't they just let me be

These drugs that are bound to me

Why's it so damn hard to say goodbye?

These feelings that i have are bottled up inside

Why's it every night i wanna die?

I laugh it all off with a big lie

Why's it so damn hard to say goodbye?

These feelings that i have are bottled up inside

Why's it every night i wanna die?

I laugh it all off with a big lie

Do you even know my name?

All you people sound the same

You shaped me into who I became

No i am not ashamed

Do you still think I'm a weirdo?

Do I still feel the fear? No

Sometimes I wish I wasn't here, though

Makes life easy if I disappeared, though

These drugs that are bound to me

Why can't they just let me be

These drugs that are bound to me

Why's it so damn hard to say goodbye?

These feelings that i have are bottled up inside

Why's it every night i wanna die?

I laugh it all off with a big lie

Why's it so damn hard to say goodbye?

These feelings that i have are bottled up inside

Why's it every night i wanna die?

I laugh it all off with a big lie