You Never Bothered To Try ft. Jaceii Lyrics

It's 3 a.m. and I lost my mind

I've only thought of you this whole time

How do I stay alive? when all I've left is all lies

Doesn't really matter to you, does it?

You got what you wanted, it's hard to admit

So how do I stay alive

How could it be that the one who cried suicide

Ended up being the only one that died in my mind

In my eyes, you're the demon that I always despised

Had my head up in these circles that I couldn't recognize

Please kill me now, just kill me now before I do it myself

I guess I'm just the one that was meant to go through this hell

So before you leave, I have some shit to fucking tell

Screw your life and all your bullshit, you're the reason I yell

Is it alright to say goodbye? Knowing that you run and ripped it away

How do I stay alive when all I've left is all lies

Doesn't really matter to you, does it

You got what you wanted, it's hard to admit

So how do I stay alive