Survivor's Guilt Lyrics

Life a movie, still standing, heart bruising, cant understand it

Still accused of what they taught us, what they branded

Underhanded, fake love and praise, but fuck it i still manage

Understand its god that deal the damage, i move the way he planned it

At least i try, ima write my wrongs in all my songs, repent before i die

Take advantage of my love, but still got blood inside my eyes

Still a blaze a nigga sadly, but thats only for the family

Wont let it out, i keep it all inside, wont see it when i cry

Need motivation for the guys

No hesitation if we slide

Only praise us if we die

Its like you dead if you alive

Shit i seen it with my own eyes, our hoods be gentrified

Niggas living shit a whole lie, some shit i never tried

Bitches cappin, tryna soul snatch ya, they a never ride

An i know that pride kills, might do more harm than oppa drills

But

Pain its been instilled

What

Let (lead) it out with steals, how they lead us down this hill, og's let us down foreal

Boy conflicted with own feelings, fight the urge to drill

Aint no coping mechanisms, he gone pick it up an kill

Shit at least thats how we feel

Know police aint never cared

We on defense in this shit, im on my toes an not my heels

Back against the wall nobody cares, thats just the real

Dancing with the devil, for yo soul, thats just the deal

But i still aint broke the code tho

Im too solid i aint so so

Trade my soul in for my goals

Shit I rather go broke tho

I Survived it im remorseful

They was Aiming at my torso

Just for pesos they go loco

Thats lowest of the bozos

You could never fit my soles, cleaned my soul did it solo

They might hurt us kill my people, you can never kill my hope tho

Pray at night cause shit get evil

If god choose to give me life, but take yours, than how we equal

I be flyer than a eagle

But inside im feeling feeble

Gas em up he feeling diseal

Turn that man a perapaligic

Uhh

You survived these cold wars, than you respected thats a given

But them demons finna haunt you all ya days, while you living

Everybody tryna be a jordan, what about the pippens

Been said the streets aint have no glory, always had suspicions

Since a youngn

I was thuggin with my cousins and my brothers we was struggling

Filled with all this pride we woulda war'd against the government

But Always wanted more, an we was sleeping on the floor

But I realized being poor not more important than what yo heart is in

In other words the struggle more within, thats where the substance is

Way more than that money shit

Way more than a hunnid clips

Way more than just repping shit

Way more than some insta pics

Way more than the baddest bitch

You could have all, if shit go wrong she a still switch

I guess when you survive an snakes arise, you see how real it get

Resilient for the guys, go frontline you know we risking it

I tell em all the time how we gon rise, but they not listening

Thats basic shit, they missing it, my niggas gone im missing em

They glistening, they flooded shit, that gutta shit, some other shit

We killing shit so elegant, our residents just menaces, our presidents invented it

My survival strictly heaven sent

I reinvented shit, a gangsta, but i think different

Split seconds hadda move, cant get caught thinking

They expect us all to lose, but i rewrite all the rules

Trenches calling i went pooof, before a nigga blinking