Beautiful Pain Lyrics

Cant forget im reminiscing, we went on them

Missions

Main thing im still here, an i aint in a prison

Some of my niggas been inside, so they aint dodge the sentence

My other niggas lost they lives, to the streets i witnessed

I Rap facts, we dodge the traps, but we could never rat

I told the gang that life aint shit, but they still double back

I told my niggas dont neglect it, an they all respect it

But they cant see past all the drugs and straps, what comes with that

So for me they putting on, they still gone off a top

We trench babies it wont stop, they popping out with glocks

Im doing everything i can to keep em off the block

But they still waring with the cops and mopping up the opps

All the hot heads be drilling shit, it turn to hot blocks

A kin to me or enemy cant know my soft spots

We had dreams of a living large and riding drop tops

Lil bro pop up dread locks like ross clottt

Where we from they starting young, so they not spose to be sliding

But we was far from legal age so we aint even

Mind it

We aint fear getting arrested, always acting savage

We still coulda lost our lives we almost didn't survive it

An Mamma had to move us out but it perfect timing

Used to love the streets so much aint have no peace of mind then

I was crying, but we was safer shit aint cross my mind

So used to being in the darkness, couldn't see i was blind then

Always thank the man up top, cause we still breathing

But i wish the pain would stop, cause we still greaving

Missing DK thats my brother, almost got a sleeve did

Me and Ace was reminiscing bout the shit we did as kids

I remember all those days chillin in the centre then

The love deep we can't pretend, we locked it in since we ten

An till this day for each other we gone fend, until the end

Full of bravery and courage, not gone move off where i stand

These niggas never aint gone love you, talking out they ass

For the family it get it nuclear, we really blast

We cant be civil with our own, so how we finna last

Niggas aint even got no future, thinking bout the past

Look at it what it do to you

You See it in my pupils

See Gangstas crying letting pain out man i swear its beautiful

Every year you had a birthday, all we had was funerals

We celebrated all memorials but thats the usual

But really that's unusual

Look at the shit we use too

All that perks and lean gone end yo world, thats what the juice do

It hurts but charge it to the game embrace it now it's beautiful

Gotta do that to be sane, i swear this pain is beautiful

It's beautiful, swear this pain is beautiful

It's beautiful