Some Shit Lyrics

(I, I'm alone, all on my own, all alone, all on my own)

I, I'm alone, all on my own, all alone, all on my own

Why can't I just be happy with my life

Every fucking day is a fight to stay alive

Sitting in my pity pen with my fucking misery

Going over everything that was ever fucking said to me

Like you'll always live this way

Pain and misery til death

How fun

Live inside this lie of mine

Where every fucking day is fine

I'll still get up everyday and try

Even with all this pain of mine

Running up my legs and crippling my fucking spine

I'm fine, I swear, but I can't sit any longer in this fucking chair

Nor can I really stand properly or sleep well for that matter but like

Who gives a fuck about that

I'm not crazy I swear

Just a little fucked up from the, pain that I'm living with now

But thats fair

It scares the shit out of me, I understand you'd be terrified

I'm alright

Most nights don't end in me, wanting suicide

But tonight

I want to close my eyes and succumb to this darkness

Why can't I just be happy with my life

Every fucking day is a fight to stay alive

I don't even know why I've wasted my time

Trying to tell you all that I'll be fucking fine

When I reality I'd really love to die

Now I'm not sure if you actually understand what I'm saying

So I'm just going to spell it out for you

I'm a miserable piece of shit and I really fucking hate my life

Not because of what I have or was given

But because of the pain I deal with every fucking day

12 years of this shit already

Do you really understand what it feels like

To really want to die

Why can't I just be happy with my life

Every fucking day is a fight to stay alive

Sitting in my pity pen with my fucking misery

Going over everything that was ever fucking said to me

Like you'll always live this way

Pain and misery til death

How fun

Live inside this lie of mine

Where every fucking day is fine

I'll still get up everyday and try

Even with all this pain of mine

Running up my legs and crippling my fucking spine

Always live this way

Pain and misery til death

Ahh get fucked