How I Feel (Just Venting) Lyrics

Do you know how it feel

Yeah

How I Feel

Yeah

Do you know how it feel

Yeah

Do you know how I Feel

Yeah

Said they want me to fail

Trust me I Tried before but I can't

Want to pop me a pill

But remembered the last one came out fake

My homie told me that I'm taking off

Other one tried to get me on fentanyl

Guess you can tell who I kept around

None of 'em, I'm all alone now

I'm paranoid, that's how my mom felt

Now she back in the ward

I'm just praying that she get help

She kept all that trauma stored

I'm doing that shit myself

I'm scare I'll end up the same

Before i can get on a plane

And claim all my fortune and fame

Damn..

Fuck it

Ain't no turning back

Foot on the gas

I know my life a mess

I feel like i'm wearing a mask

Because I pretend like I'm happy

But around me looks so tragic

Gotta spend more time with my granny

Still owe money to my Pappy

Damn..

Know my siblings too old to not notice

I told 'em don't worry I'm just having a moment

Don't want them to deal how I deal

'Cause it starts you a cycle and you lose focus

And you always feel at your lowest yeah

Huh

They used to want to be like me but now..

Don't wanna feel how I feel

Yeah

How I Feel

Yeah

Do you know how it feel

Yeah

Do you know how I Feel

Yeah