Open Up, Pt. 2 Lyrics

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How many times I gotta say it's okay to not be okay?

How many lines do I gotta say to let you know I feel this way?

How many girls I gotta get with just to watch them feelings fade?

How many prayers I gotta send for got to give me a break?

Never ending what it feel like

This can't be my story I pray for rewrite

Believe up in myself, this ain't 'bout confidence

How the fuck I do it all, but I ain't accomplish shit

I just feel like letting' go

But too many people get hurt in that process

Don't feel like talking right now just give me some timing

(Give me some time)

Don't know how long I can keep it up like a broken belt

Feel like I got to wear a face mask when love in the air

Feel like people mean more to me than I mean to them

Wanna talk about being airman that shit ain't fair

Fuck it

I forgot that no-one cares

And I'll still give you my all when I ain't got nothing to share

Stop asking me to open up I ain't got nothing to tell

Fucked up right now seeing in this damn coup

It's not even mine, Shit I might as well tell the truth

I'm feeling real reckless right now I ain't got shit to lose

Family think I'm back on them pills because of them depressive moods

Tell me pick myself up because its too soon

But that shit just makes me angry it's not for them to choose

Leave the house get back to workin' gotta play it cool

Fuck it I just gotta play it cool