Identity Lyrics

I've been wondering for quite some time

Who I really am inside

My mind

My crime

I find

I've been searching for an answer while blind

And standing on the edge of fear

Why am I here?

Could it be that I'm too scared

To go back to the ones who care

And tell 'em 'bout these lies and thoughts running 'round my mind?

Ask if I'm alright

I will tell a lie

I will say, "I'm fine"

Cuz we don't have the time

And I feel like the world is being pulled out from under me

All the while I'm trying to be the best that I can be

I have lost my way

I am not the same

I am finding out who I am

I am

Maybe I just won't know

Looking at life through a small window

And everyone is telling me to just let go

Of the past killing me slow

But where do we go

When the only way to go back inside of my mind? It's cold

How you think that I can't see

You're judging me on what you see

Never knowing that the side I'm choosing will only be

What I choose to show

There's crimson in the snow

Don't ever dig below

You don't wanna know

And I feel like the world is being pulled out from under me

All the while I'm trying to be the best that I can be

I have lost my way

I am not the same

I am finding out who I am

I am

Don't you ever try to define who you think I am

That's for me to figure out as I walk this land

I'm laying down

All of these ideas bound

By this culture that's so willing to kill itself

Discovering yourself is probably the hardest thing you could ever do

Somedays I wonder if people see the stones I carry through

The thick and thin, just struggling

With the thought of never knowing Him

And I find that introspection means nothing without a loving friend

Yeah

And I'm searching for identity

In things that can only bring

A quicker death to me

Or maybe it could be

That I came to terms

With my history of hurts

And found that without these scars

We wouldn't know who we are

Cuz now I see

That it all came down to me

To ask for help when underneath

The weight of my unbelief

Even if I'm broken

I'm not alone I know it

There are those I've chosen

To help with all my burdens

And I feel like the world is finally back under me

All the while I'm being the best that I can be

I have found my way

I am not the same

I have found out who I am

I am