Ghost Lyrics

Welcome back to my uncertainty

Wonder why it's hard to breathe?

Well I think it's the ocean of anxiety

Holding on to all the things

That make me obsolete

Possibly

I'm nothing without fostering

Another idea that I'm broken

And although I've always spoken

About how I made it through so much

Inside I still feel so out of touch

I can't feel the rush

Of letting someone tell me that I'm not who I was

Can I keep going through with this?

And if I don't can I exist

Without the feelings I will miss

Cuz ignorance is bliss

And the taste upon my lips

Is sweeter when I hang on to my sins

(Huh)

But they keep handing me reasons

To keep on fighting all my demons

And they keep exploiting all my weaknesses

I cannot keep up with this

My strength is fading it's

Hard to win the fight

So I hope that it all ends tonight

If it's my time, oh Lord, I think that I'm ready to go

I don't think that they've noticed I've become a ghost

I don't know how much more I can handle of all of this

But for you I'll keep trying to get out of it

Picture perfect son of God, right?

Better than I was, right?

Not someone who'll hurt you, right?

(Ha, ha, ha)

Well that last one might be sorta true

Not something I plan to do

But I can be oblivious to how you view

What I say

Can I hold onto it for another day?

I need the space

To understand all of the pain

That may be the result of a poorly chosen word

And it'll hurt

The both of us

And in my arrogance

I will say that I'm the one

Who hurts the most

Don't you know?

I'm the one who's got the list of ghosts

(Ghosts, ghosts, ghosts)

That still haunt me to this very day

And if you choose to go away

Then at the bottom Imma have to add your name

If it's my time, oh Lord, I think that I'm ready to go

I don't think that they've noticed I've become a ghost

I don't know how much more I can handle of all of this

But for you I'll keep trying to get out of it

Looking back, it's hard to see past all the mess

I have grown so much yet I still reminisce

About the bliss of ignorance

Am I the only one who goes through this?

Who's giving in

To feelings of indifference?

To everything that flows around you

Past trauma only grounds you

And tells you that there's no escape

There's only what had happened to confound you

Surround you

With walls you cannot let them through

And only you

Know there's nobody you can trust

To always hold you up

So you choose to sober up

So you choose to live above

All the lies the devil loves

Cuz you know this life is more than just surviving

It's thriving

It's time I start to dive in

If it's my time, oh Lord, I think that I'm ready to go

I don't think that they've noticed I've become a ghost

I don't know how much more I can handle of all of this

But for you I'll keep trying to get out of it