Left Myself Out Again ft. HorribleWilliam Lyrics

Bitch I'm ready for death

I got nothing to lose

Pain in my brain

This shit ain't nothing new

Everyone say that they real

But I know it ain't true

I could die morning next

And it ain't shit they do

Knife in my heart

I ain't healing no wounds

Find you a legend when I'm in my tomb

Voices inside and they telling me things

All these noises inside and they falling in tune

I got a bitch who be holding my grip

While all you pussies be all on my dick

Ain't saying shit when I flip y'all the script

They only want me for my money

My drugs

Got pain in my drink

Sipping out of my cup

Only want me when I'm giving them sum

Horrible william they say I'm the one

I hate myself

As much as I hate everybody

Take you to hell

And I'll show u somebody

Met with the devil

I won't talk about it

Can't feel a thing

Numb within and without

Losing my patience

I'm falling in doubt

Pain getting silent

I can't even shout

Everyone round me is all just the same

No change

It drives me insane

This bitch said she love me

I ain't say a thing

Kicked her ass out and then sat in my grave

Selfish and cold

Got nowhere to go

Die by myself in the dark all alone

Back to where it begun on my own

Finally somewhere I know I belong

Bitch I'm ready for death

I got nothing to lose

Pain in my brain

This shit ain't nothing new

Everyone say that they real

But I know it ain't true

I could die morning next

And it ain't shit they do

Knife in my heart

I ain't healing no wounds

Find you a legend when I'm in my tomb

Voices inside and they telling me things

All these noises inside and they falling in tune

I'm so

Sick

Of all of these people

Talking to me like they wanna believe

I'm still

Cutting up frames

I still cut through the pain

In the forest

Where I cannot leave

I been deceived

Given an ounce of the bullshit

A pound of the lies

What you be

I'm just still rolling through

Been tryna get to you

But I cannot ever motherfucking see

Stuck in depression

That still got me stressing

No weapon against it

Just form to test me

I was depending on you

But you're nowhere around

You bend backwards

Just to avoid me

How does it feel

Now

To be all alone

In the cold

In your home

With nobody to hold

With nobody to speak to

Nobody to listen

Nobody around you

Just you

Empty feelings so

Bitch I'm ready for death

I got nothing to lose

Pain in my brain

This shit ain't nothing new

Everyone say that they real

But I know it ain't true

I could die morning next

And it ain't shit they do

Knife in my heart

I ain't healing no wounds

Find you a legend when I'm in my tomb

Voices inside and they telling me things

All these noises inside and they falling in tune

I got a bitch who be holding my grip

While all you pussies be all on my dick

Ain't saying shit when I flip y'all the script

They only want me for my money

my drugs

Got pain in my drink

Sipping out of my cup

Only want me when I'm giving them sum

Horrible william they say I'm the one