Nothing Left/Outro Lyrics

It affects me in many ways

Uh, I haven't left the house, in more than six months

Alright um, I cant, uh, I cant even get to the coffee shop these days

Who am I

You ain't nothing to me

I been dying so slow

And my heart skipped a beat

I been popping on pills cuz I smoked all my weed

While I'm trapped in the dark cuz we're tired of he

I mean tired of me

Even my demons be seeing my weakness

And faking on reasons to leave me behind in the dirt

Every season brings change but I'm tired of being

I'm tired of seeing I'm stuck in the mud

Tryna get up but I can not find a fucking reason

Been six in the earth

And I'm o to the feeling

Of love and obsession

And jealousy

Even the feeling of loyalty

Often destroying me

Breaking me down to the ground and avoiding me

I don't think that Imma get any better

I load up the clip and cock back the beretta

I'm facing a hell that you bitches could never up stand to compete

All you doing is tryna be all that I be

You cant be who I be

You cant erase the pain

Drugs keep me numb while I'm going insane

Mind been so gone while I bottle the gate

All the hate and the rage that I have in my heart

Think I'll go to sleep now that I'm done with this part

I mean done with this song

That's the point right

Everything in this life has end

And the good always comes from the bad

Or maybe that's wrong and we've really just all gone mad

Still I keep breathing

It feels like I'm inhaling glass

When I choke on the rope before packing a bag

Tell me you love me then never turn back

I've been through this before

Nothing good ever lasts

Alright, so you know, uh, fuck

Ya know, I don't wear shoes anymore

There's no point