what it feels like Lyrics

I said I gotta go

So you held me while I held my tongue so hard

That it bled the entire ride home

I wanted to tell you

But when the blood stopped I remembered

That I was never yours

Don't you know that I'm not coming home

Don't you wanna say something more before I go

Our whole world looks the same from above

Just meaningless boxes with bodies stacked up way too tall

She says 'maybe I'll move to the country' to take a deep breath of home

Don't you think it's sad that we all need an escape

Careful how much good you claim it leaves a bitter taste

But my knees were weak when I drove home

And I finally get that cliche

Suddenly I love this disaster

And you've got something to do if I stay

So I'll leave you with this

If you leave me for dead

Just know when you touch me

You teach me to care

And I never wanna let go

And I finally know what that feels like